Friendly Fire

I'm just a girl who wants to remember that I married and live with my best friend. It really hurts my feelings when Brendon tells me I'm not nice or that I'm negative. I think what bothers me the most is that it makes me examine myself only to find that he's right. I hate it when he's right! I don't know why I treat my other friends and even mere acquaintances so nice and friendly and then treat my best friend, the person who means the most in the world to me, at times like an enemy. It's not purposeful of course, but I allow my feelings to set the atmosphere instead of being intentional in my actions. I want to reign over my emotions instead of letting them control me. I want a home that is full of happiness and peace instead of complaining and negativity. I want our home to be a place that we both look forward to coming home to and spending quality time together. I think a sign of maturity is learning that you shouldn't always do what you feel, but instead, acting out what you want to feel. Fake it 'til you make it! Our emotions change like the wind and shouldn't dictate our actions. I think it's more important that I live out my Christian walk and show His love in my home than anywhere else or I'm just a hypocrite. God sent me this amazing guy who loves me and takes care of me and I want him to feel as loved as he makes me feel. In conclusion, I'm just a girl who wants to eat good and I have to keep the hubby happy 'cause he does the cookin'! ;-) I LOVE you Brendon Scott Sales!